Mad fox, bad fox, just another dead fox.
Ok, so its Valentines Day. Never really cared about that stuff. Sorta cared today coz its my first valentine with a girl. Yay for me! 
Except we can't friggin do anything! Can't give each other flowers, can't go out in public (in case she runs into someone she knows), can't this, can't that. Whatever, doesn't matter. She gave me chocolate rose and a heart which i had with me morning coffee, lol. I can't give her sweets coz she is diabetic. I bought us something for the bedroom tho
Awesome me, right? lol, couldn't use it coz of my period. 
Бедному жениться и ночь коротка, называется.
Since we both were bit stupid and careless she almost got busted by hubby few weeks ago, so now we can't even text each other when he is home. Kinda sucks. We FB instead tho
I was bit down coz i am fighting at home, even got a remote and a phone thrown at me. Long story... when u r married for 18 years, there are a lot of shit u can fight about.
Its all good now. We had good time, even talked about our drinking a bit, since it will be three months sober in a couple of days for me. She and hubby drink a bit pretty much everyday, couple of glasses of scotch or whiskey. She said they managed 2 alcohol free days this week before caving and having a drink. The fact that he drinks too is a pretty big obstacle if she ever decides to stop. What can I do? No one gonna give up the booze if they are not ready to. Western culture makes it way harder for them. In my situation its actually easier to give up, then to continue drinking. In hers, its the opposite.
May our guarding angels stay vigilant. God knows both of us need their protection.
Except we can't friggin do anything! Can't give each other flowers, can't go out in public (in case she runs into someone she knows), can't this, can't that. Whatever, doesn't matter. She gave me chocolate rose and a heart which i had with me morning coffee, lol. I can't give her sweets coz she is diabetic. I bought us something for the bedroom tho
Awesome me, right? lol, couldn't use it coz of my period. Бедному жениться и ночь коротка, называется.Since we both were bit stupid and careless she almost got busted by hubby few weeks ago, so now we can't even text each other when he is home. Kinda sucks. We FB instead tho
I was bit down coz i am fighting at home, even got a remote and a phone thrown at me. Long story... when u r married for 18 years, there are a lot of shit u can fight about.
Its all good now. We had good time, even talked about our drinking a bit, since it will be three months sober in a couple of days for me. She and hubby drink a bit pretty much everyday, couple of glasses of scotch or whiskey. She said they managed 2 alcohol free days this week before caving and having a drink. The fact that he drinks too is a pretty big obstacle if she ever decides to stop. What can I do? No one gonna give up the booze if they are not ready to. Western culture makes it way harder for them. In my situation its actually easier to give up, then to continue drinking. In hers, its the opposite.
May our guarding angels stay vigilant. God knows both of us need their protection.