Ok, so the day X didn't happen. Whatever. She is not returning my calls. Whatever. I am assuming she is in damage control and playing hard to get. I do not want to think of the alternative, because that would be incredible stupid. Saying all that Xrated shit and grabbing me in all the places and now what? "I am not that into you?" I am sorry, but...wtf?
When I get her alone I am just going to explain that I put a whole lot of effort into suppressing the feelings I have for women until such time that I am free and able to give some lucky girl my undivided attention.
And then some shit like what she did happens my world turns upside down and I dare to hope that maybe someone would be willing to have a relationship with me as it is now, while I am still married and got 2 kids in tow. And all suppressed desires rush back to life. And then if they don't find an outlet it becomes quite painful and annoying. not to mention that I feel like jumping into an ice lake)
If she ask me what I want I would tell her that ideally I would like to have sex and maybe some relationship drama to spice things up, or just sex.
In case I can't have that then I would like to have some peace and tranquility. What I definetely don't want is bloody drama without the sex. Unfortunately that's what I am getting so far.
This is honestly ridiculous. And they are the logical ones? What a bloody joke!